Dusk to dawn…

In the silence of night,

I heard one voice…

A door was kept open for him,

His shadow was there on my frontier…

When the day was dissolved,

I thought…

He was standing at my doorsteps…

Or maybe his soul was in carted with my soul…

Through his one look only

I was comparing…

Dews with drizzling rain…

Flowers with his fragrance…

My heartbeats with his breath…

As the dusk was wearing the dawn,

I thought…

His body was dissolving in my soul…

And when the sun was there in the sky…

I thought…

His soul brought the sunrays in my body…

Some are there in this world, comparing love with lust…

But,

I am comparing…

My vision, with his eyes

My heart beats, with his breath…

My existence, with his life…

I am comparing…

My lord, with his face…

“Missing your love??”

Love is only substantial thing in life, all else is illusion.

Let love grow in you & God will be growing on its own accord.

If you miss love, you’ll miss God and all.

There is no way to God without love….

God is the fragrance of love and nothing else.

God is echo from universe, when you’re in love the echo is there.

If you’re full of love, the world is full of God-they go parallel, they’re part of one symphony.

Love makes you a unity-and not a union, remember a unity, because in union those who join together remain separate. In unity they dissolve, they become one, they melt into each other. And that moment I call the moment of “truth”, when love has given you unity.

First love gives you unity in your innermost core, and then you are no more a body, no more a mind, no more a soul. You are simply one unnamed, undefined, unclassified. No more determinate, definable, no more comprehensible. A mystery, a joy, a surprise, jubilation, a great celebration.

 In love, you disappear, and your mind disappears,

In love, you come to an utter relaxation.

And there is nothing higher than love…

All i jus wanna say to u guys...

“One becomes alive only when one is totally free from past. To be in present is the only way to be alive”.

“Share  your thoughts of love with me my friends…

Dream a life of together with me…

Keep that twinkle in your eyes which will make me mad…

Keep those tears too, which make me sad…

Be my partner at shores of loneliness my freinds…

Hold my hand through journey of life…

I too don’t want to lose you…

I love my friends.”

Let it be!!

There is no issue, there is no point,

Sometimes, I think, what happened was right!!

Patience is the only thing, which kept me alive,

Otherwise I thought there would be no sunrise!!

If this is the trend of this society,

Then tell me, what exactly is my sin??

I think centuries have passed…..

I am standing at this doorstep, waiting for you,

That you will come back…

Any how the day can end on this earth,

But what about those nights, which are either sleepless or moist!!

Well from whom I am expecting??

When my wrist was in bloodshed, you went away with smile…

Then I think……

What happened with me??

Do I literally deserve it??

 Or just let it be!!

Why to hide??

I am not here to carry formality of the world,

But the truth is that I am not with the world itself!!

Where should I share my pain, my grief??

If it was the heart of my enemy also, I would not break!!

Just come once, and see my destroyed heart,

I will not hide what is the truth, what is the fact??

The pain what you gave, is like a gift,

This pain is not to be shown to the entire world!!

If I am being criticized for being in love,

Well, yes this is the truth, and why to hide it??

Building Confidence

What is confidence? Although my favorite dictionary may define it as “a positive feeling appreciation of one’s own abilities” and we all agree on it, there cannot be one single definition to describe this state of mind. Confidence means different things to different people.

What does confidence means to Abhinav Bindra? This smart looking young lad had been flashing the riffle of fame, success and laurels to country and its youth, by winning the gold medal in the Beijing Olympics. The guy broke the record of winning the individual gold in the Olympics and thus made India proud on the global stand. Though we won only lone gold medal in the Olympics but this medal has bore the seed of inspiration in the coming genX of the country and this has also proved to the world that yes we do have the potential to produce such Herculean and this will be witnessed in the coming Olympics.

Rather than give you theories and cold definitions of that ten letter word called confidence, allow me to walk you through the career of another iconic Indian, SRK, yes the super rocking Khan, Shah Rukh Khan.

This Delhi born actor first appeared on the public radar with his performances in the television programmes, Fauji and Circus. SRK then made switch to the big screen with Deewana. It was not the macho looks or the typical Bollywood pancake that took Khan to dizzying heights. It was what the critics called the X- factor. They could not define it, but the man had “something that worked, something that connected” and I am sure this success story will be continued in the coming years also.

May be it is the sheer versatility of the man and his confidence to handle a wide range of characters that have provided the cutting edge. From a star-crossed lover to a scheming, murderous anti-hero; from a legendry king to a NASA scientist; from reincarnation story to the story of a common man- it has been an unreal journey for this student of St. Columbus School, Delhi. Here is someone who inspires the confidence of the world’s largest film industry because they know the shortcut to box office success is to have those three magical letters on Friday first day first show: SRK.

What does confidence means to the person called Barrack Hussein Obama, yes the first Black president of the world power nation, the United States of America. Barrack Obama has achieved that feat which Martin Luther (Jr.) always dreamt for.

Stepping into history, Barrack Hussein Obama grasped the reins of power as the first black president of America. Two years after beginning his improbable quest as a little-known, first-term Illinois senator with a foreign-sounding name, Obama moved into the Oval Office as the nation’s fourth youngest president, at 47, and the first African-American, a barrier-breaking achievement believed impossible by generations of minorities.

And I must tell you that Obama has not been given the diamond crown in this economic crisis, but the crown of that thorns in which 11 million Americans are out of work and trillions of dollars lost in the stock market’s tumble, Obama emphasized that his biggest challenge is to repair the tattered economy.

And now let me leave you with one last thought. Can anyone be 100% confident? Here’s the classic cricketing story which provides the answer.

In his last international innings, Sir Donald Bradman needed four runs to be able to retire with the batting average of 100. He was dismissed for a duck by spin bowler Eric Hollies. So, Bradman’s batting average form 52 tests was 99.94. He still remains the cricketing world’s greatest legend ever. As he would have been with that “perfect” average of 100.

So friends just have confidence in yourselves, there may be obstacles in your path but not in your destination and that’s for sure. Believe in yourself, be natural…be you. Just think you can do it, and I knew you all can do it!!

We are either the masters or the victims of confidence; it is a matter of personal choice- confidence or over confidence-blessing or curse…

So just go on and build up your confidence…

Your positive confidence…                                

                                                                          

ATTITUDE

ATTITUDE

·        A self-confident attitude is the most important asset a man can possess.

·        Man creates his environment, mental, emotional, and physical, by the attitude he develops.

·        Attitudes are nothing more than habits of thought and habits can be acquired.

·        We are either the masters or the victims of attitudes; it is a matter of personal choice-blessing or curse.

·        Every change in human attitude must come through internal understanding and acceptance. Man is the only known creature who can reshape and remold himself by altering his attitude.

·        The supreme test of your power of self-motivation lies in the degree to which you are able to develop a healthy attitude towards yourself and your circumstances.

·        When you truly understand yourself, your attitude will reflect your understanding.

·        A man's attitude, not his aptitude, is the chief determinant of his success.

·        You are where you are and what you are because of the dominating thoughts that occupy your mind.

TECHNOKRAT-2010

Wel der are is are sm good memories of my clg in d yr 2010.. we organized a technical event called tchnokrat-2010.. almost a year has passed.. it was a really nice moment 4m hit n my engg days dat I’l always cheer.. m thankful to all my TE-ECT batch, my classmates, my Dept. my HOD, al workin n non workin staff 4 being my support.. 4 being der 4 ma me.. I wanna specially thanks sm ppl personally, n dey are Krishna Bothe, aka Krish, d event manager, 4 being d best support in d cmplt event, 4 makin me strong wen I broke up cmpltly, 4 bringing smile on my face wen I was bit shattered, his one of d lines which was motivating, though bit mocked one, saying- Yes Prez. Ur der at top.. We are here, aftr u.. we know our levels..u jus listen to all bt at the end do wat u want.. yeah it use brng a big smile on my lips..it was very kind of him to handle a gal like me wid ful patience n hlpin me to brng d best out of me, thanks Krishna, ur really like a KRISSH.!  Chandrakant Bidwe, aka Chandu..vice prez. Of our EESA body n event too.. dunno hw many times I have shouted on him, blamed him, bt dat guy literally was der to listen my stuid commands n order.. sittin late n8 in Media Shine n finalisin our posters, banners, certificates.. der are sm things which I’l never forget.. a cmplt Maharashtra boy.. yes he use to say proudly - ME AAHE NA..! Really Chandu u were dre wid me 4 dat cmplt event.. thanks 4 dat support..  Krishna Bodkhe, aka, Scientist, and yes he was scientist for dat cmplt event.. savin al tech data , patiently saying, arre prez hum log h na, aap kyu tension lete ho… Thanks Krishna, I’l really mis u guys..Deepak Palve, ya Deepak I’l always b thankful 4 dat cheery atmosphere u use to create.. I’m thankful to u fr our first sponsor, dat I world one, its only coz of u.. I rem dat lines.. Kuch b ho jaye, mujhe mere 400 rupye milne he chahiye..  dat line wenevr I recall it really makes me happy.. I’m thankful to guys wen I met an accident u wer der to tk me hospital, akin crew en I was unbke to mive my feet, singin dt song- jane nahi dege tujhe.. ya u wer wid me.. 4 droppin me n my scooty til hme.. assuring my parents dat yes m wat I am.. n need to worry.. Evry day durin dat event endin wid lines- AAL IZZ WELL.. really guys u made all well.. I’m thankful to Sahil Pattyar, our “main” member of event.. m thankful to have such a cool n tension free senior, listenin to a junior like me always.. Sneha Chavan, my CR.. Perfect harmony gal.. wat I really admire is her patience n understanding wen I tel nythng to her n her advices to me which was very hlpful.. Supriya Deshmukh, she took charge of debate, n I must say she really handled dat sub event very successfully.. thanks yar.. I wanna thnks each n evry member of my class, its Vinu, Swapnil, Padmaja, Amruta, hey gals really thnks 4 handlin ppt.. Sharayu, KD, Hanif, Akshay, Bala, Ade, hey ade thanks 4 dat pics of our event, Kiran, ur hlp in ckt deigning..  Yogesh, thnks  4 havin idea to conduct fun games at the end of d day, though I didnt saw it cmpltly, bt I heared I was gr8, ur nagin dance, it was cool… I thanks to raksha, vaishali, jyoti, nilima, I thanks to rohit, digamber, Ashlesha, thanks to al my juniors, I thanks Prasad n snehenisha, 4 der support n being d hplful juniors.. wanna thanks Ravi Bhaiya, seniors like vaishali di, prashant, sudeep bhaiya, sunny, n guys like Rachit, Neil, Anuj, my junior  4 handlin LAN games so perfectly.. wanna thanks aman, my frnd cum brother, ur hlp was really d need of dat hour,I wanna thnks bala, abhay, sneha vinu 4 ur support 4 C/Cpp.. I wanna thnks to al participants of Technokrat, I wanna thanks my event co-ordinator, Mrs. S.D. Gawarskar.. she was wid me dat time like a mother, handlin me n ma attitude wid patience.. her advices, her views, her courage, evry thn I really nurture 4 my heart.. I wanna thanks my Hod, Mr. V.A. Jadhav Sir, his help n support boosted me 4 makin dis event a laurel to our dept.. I wanna thanks joshi mam n patil sir, n al the staff of IT & CSE dept, 4 der support n motivation.. I wanna thnks our principal sir, Mr. A.V. Parvate, wid ot ur permission sir, Technokrat was jus impossible..  I wanna thnks al my frenz laxmi, imrana, nooreen.. thnk u gals 4 being wid me wen I was nt wid u.. 4 undersndtn my hlplessness.. dat I was unble to giv u time dat days.. I thnks al my juniors, my seniors n each n evry one 4 makin TECHNOKRAT, a very very spcl part of my engg days.. I’m thankful to I-world, Media Shine, KILT, coz of ur trust in us, n being our sponsors, u made dis event financially strong.. Las bt nt d least I’m extremely thankful to my parents, my sisters 4 being wid me in my gud n worst mood dos days of event, m really thnkful to u papa 4 havin faith n trust in my potential, ur advices, ur understndin, ur permission.. I m thankful to u ammi 4 givin ur lap on whch I slpt wen I thot I may nt handle dis thng, ur love being d most supportive fact which makes me wat I am.. I am thankful to u jasmeen n afnaan, 4 being d best sisters in d wrld.. thnks 4 supportin ur dee-dee.. I m thankful to Allah, 4 being bestowed my heart n mind wid ful courage n determination n strength always...  lastly I wanna say thnks to dat gal who trusted herself 4 makin her a very small dream come tru, wen thot to cndct, though very small event to others, bt 4 her it was TECHNOKRAT, I’m really thankful to myself, 4 being wat I am.. 4 being simply… NAZNEEN..!

I love u...??

 

I am afraid to love, and yet I love you.

My fear is like a wall I walk right through…

The wall is there, and yet it doesn’t stop me.

I need it still, and yet I still need you…

I know someday we will be in a field

Surrounded by the blessing of the sky…

I’ll dance with all the freedom of pure joy,

Needing you without a reason why….

But now I’m still afraid that I might lose you,

That you might not accept my desperate need…

You make me laugh and cry and be completely.

You are the flower, I the slender reed….